the sadness in my smile letra

I changed my mind, and [?]

I'm never happy with myself
I got demons on my self
[?]
I take over for my health
I got liquor that might help
For my money, fuck you up
She's my heaven, but she leave me
In the end, I'll be in Hell

Fuck you, fuck that

Cut my wrist again
Fuck my bitch again
Just another fuckin' day that I'm not happy with
Suicidal wish
My heart is [?]
I hate myself, I hate my friends, I didn't come to this

Changed my mind

You're a fuck on my anxiety
I'm not even reality
I hate the society
I think I'm a tragedy
I feel like I'm floating in this heart, I fucking see
My head kinda heavy and cold and it's hard to breathe

I think this is goodbye

Ekkstacy - Letras

• aerosol
• alright
• at night (feat. Passion Mango)
• ausgang
• bella
• blacktree
• Blade
• Bloody Eyes (feat. EKKSTASY)
• Broken / Feelings 2
• but there is always hatred
• chemicals
• Chicago
• ​christian death
• crushed
• cry now
• day dream
• desire
• different
• dreaming!
• Drowning / Feelings 3
• drugs & dreams (feat. Pasteldrip)
• EKKSTACY
• eyeliner
• F*ck Everything
• feelings!
• For Forever
• for you
• forever
• fuck
• ​​get me out
• goo lagoon
• HAUNTING OF SUMMERDALE
• head in the clouds
• I BLEED EVERY DAY
• ​i can't find anyone
• I can’t stop thinking about you
• I don't understand
• ​​i don’t have one of those
• I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING
• ​​i guess we made it this far
• ​i just want to hide my face
• I Walk This Earth All By Myself
• ​i want to be by your side
• ​i want to die in your arms
• I Want To Sleep For 1000 Years
• i wish i could rip off this old face
• ​i wish you were pretty on the inside
• ​i worry about delusions, she worries about reality
• i'm not feeling right?
• I'm Tired
• If i had a gun
• if i had a gun (piano version)
• im so happy
• ​in love
• It Isn't Easy
• ​it only gets worse, i promise
• it only gets worse, i promise
• keep my head down
• keep my head down (acoustic version)
• letter
• LIES
• Love
• ​​luv of my life
• messages
• mr. mole
• night sky
• one day i'll wake up from this
• outer space
• problems (feat. Trippie Redd)
• red ivory
• sadness
• same old story (feat. massiimassio)
• SATANIA!
• See You Later
• seventeen
• seventeen (acoustic version)
• she will be missed
• shoulders
• shutting me out
• sleep
• STAIN
• Starry Eyes
• stolen
• ​​stupid kids
• ​the ​​headless horseman lost his way
• ​the reaper
• the sadness in my smile
• the sunrise
• then i met her
• time (feat. Herhexx)
• title fight
• tongues
• tonight!
• Uncomparable
• Waiting
• what should I do?
• what they told me
• what's wrong with me
• why why
• ​wish i was dead
• wonder
• wonder (acoustic version)
• WRI$T WORK
• ​​yesterday / whatshouldido?
• You Are The One